December 2008
10 posts
Before.
We used to be such great friends. We would come to each other about everything. When something would happen in our lives, we would be the first ones to know. It’s hard to understand how friendships can fade so quickly, right in front of us, and we are too slow to fix things. I find it ridiculous how when new people come into our lives, we manage to forget about the old ones, and when we...
Melting Time.
Everyone says life goes on
let it go and let time fly
I say may time pause
everything stops and we take it in
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Everyone says to fit in
let us be pushed by society
I say may we be unique
everything is not alike
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Everyone says change is good
let the new in
I say may things stay
everything is perfect as is
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So everyone says what
everyone says
I say let me say
what I may...
“Date like a man, so you don’t get played like a bitch.”
For reals?
I’ve been sitting here doing absolutely nothing. I am the only one ready…once again. Why did we even come here, I could sit around and do abolutely nothing at home. I understand that the circumstances have changed, but really? You are still in your sweats, everyones been sleeping. It’s pathetic, and i strongly dislike it. How may I go about entertaining myself, i do not know
“Well I am just guessing;
I’m doing my best to make some sense out of...”
– Straylight Run: Try
Once upon a time.
In the movies, and books, and fairytales, we are always hearing about people falling in love, and finding their special someones, that they were meant to be with, but is there really one person that we are made specifically for? One person in this world that is your true love? And ok, say there is such a person, how do you know when you have found them? And do you date around while you’re...
Yes.
I’m beginning to figure everything out,at least when it comes to you. It won’t be easy, of that I’m sure, but in the end I believe that we can both be happy; The way we used to be. After our discussion the other night, I feel like this will be much easier than I anticipated it to be. Although I’m still unsure of our future, I do not intend to plan it out. I want to let time run it’s course,...
awake.
The world keeps building up around me, sufficating. Im buried in life and all of its flaws. Im in a place where my thoughts eat away at me and consume every second of my life. I am bannished. And those i can see are avoiding my efforts. I am an outsider in this society. Looking for an invite back. Be my invitation?
Wasted?
Was it all a waste of time? A waste of effort? Two years, and for what? I waited around for you and now you decide that you’re not coming? I’m not saying that we didn’t have fun or good times because we did. It’s just that you said you loved me, and it took a lot to trust you. And now i remember why i didnt believe in love at this age. I went against all of my rules for...