January 2010
9 posts
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Here is my own hand against my heart.
Government.
My heart was taken by you. I do not have it anymore. But I have finally realized that you no longer have it either. No. You threw it away. I hate that the only love I have felt has been with you. Don’t get me wrong, I have no regrets in loving you. My only regret lies in trusting you, trusting us, and feeling completely secure. Now I have the problem of not trusting anyone, or feeling secure...
“Guys have sex with their dicks; Girls have sex with their hearts.”
“Never be sad for what is over, just be glad it was once yours.”
h.e.a.r.t
I believe in karma, the saying “what goes around comes atound.” I belive that there is meaning behind our dreams. I read my horoscope and fortune and tarot, and relate them to my life. I belive in wishing upon the stars. I believe in jinxes. I believe in luck. I believe in a higher power. Most importantly, I belive that everything happens for a reason.
I'm beginning
To like the life I live.
I want you
But it might just be because I can’t have you.
Advice.
Don’t be afraid to fall for someone new.
Don’t live in the past just because you’re used to it.
Don’t be afraid to love another.
Decisions
Are what I’m worst at.
What if I make the wrong one.
What if nothing turns out how I intended.
What if you don’t talk to me…
What if I scared you away.
Im sorry.
It was just a bad decision.
They are what I’m worst at.